I have dreams. Dreams to own a home and make my mark on it. Dreams to leave that home as a group home for Ben and a few other terrific disabled adults and to have the home changed to suit there needs and to have beauty and spirit. A pool is nice. Ben likes the pool now. He probably always will. Dreams for Ben to have a great loving and calm companion dog. Dreams for my girls to go to college, study something they believe in, are passionate about, and be it something that has room to grow and evolve over life, for them to build their on lives, find love, joy and companionship.
Where am I, Stephanie, the woman, not any part mother in this. Oh, I know I want a love. A lasting love, a grow together love while we grow individually. I want to sometimes lie next to each other and read or look at the web or whatever it is that feeds our minds and souls, touching feet, sipping tea or coffee.
I am a full time school nurse. I am finding I want to take care of less people. I wish I could be full time at one school or work at one school and be going to school. I want to learn what creativity I have that is untapped.
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