energy

Sally is here working with Ben. He and I are showered and dressed. The dish washer is running. I have numerous things to do, but I do not want to do any one in particular. The only thing I plan to definitely do is go to Counting Sheep Antiques to check out their Olde Farmhouse Christmas today when Ben's session with Sally is done. This was Ben for the late school Halloween celebration. The thinking in my brain can be what slows me down. I have less physical energy than when I was younger, I have different  life experiences with what I have seen, there are things I would like yet I do not know what I will complete. I had such different thinking and knowing the start of my adult life. Marriage, kids, it all was usual and I did not think about it. Even now, in the thinking as I learn, it takes time t stop old less productive ways. Our psychology is very deeply rooted within.