restless

I am restless ... want to create and don't know where it is I am to invest myself for profit. I do not necessarily mean financial profit. I do man for gain, though. For a simple example, trimming neglected plantings last year that are now really ruined from snow plowing - that was not an investment for gain. Living in a home, any home, takes time to get to know the home and its flow. A rental home has its own influences on flow .... I did not do the plowing, the plower wants to do the work of clearing snow quickly and plantings are not his priority. Plantings may be my priority because I want beauty to surround me, but I rent. I aspire to own. It may be that I will own this house. It may not be.

A reading I read today affirmed that I am creative and that I need only send out clear intents into the world. World, where is it I am to direct my creative energies, today. to invest in the good, love, peace and beauty I aspire to have in my life?